it been quite awhile really......

hey hey y'all - how ya doin'? well i have surviving, same shit different day but taking every step with caution and still 'trust no one'. fact is i have been going to church every sunday, now that's good! like my sister says -its time to move on with your life....so did the ex-wife when she said that we were not married anymore. on april 8th 1994 (eve of my wedding) i should have fucked everything to blazes and gone to hawaii alone. the gut feeling was so strong, but they are only regrets. regrets yes i have an entire catalogue of them ..... and yup i am a bitter fuck!
i am still working for master tech diving - lots have happened - people resigned, some fired....some injured....but i am still here like a cockroach. i have hd 2 offers - deep gold mining in nigeria and the pipeline in the gulf of mexico, i need to settle thing back home first ......lets see by end of 2006...if those openings are still available.
some fuckall idiot 'venus' posted a reply to my last already deleted post and all i can say to you venus is that your posts belong up your anus.... fuck you!
band? still going on man , syne of tyme now has malcolm x on keyboards and we are sounding superb, salt factory is still in limbo and the raindogs are struggling with some originals to be on schedule for 'rock the fort' come june 16th.
i see my kids every chance i get and we really have agood time BUT they like eating out at billy bombers and it costs an arm for dinner for 3 but i don't care ....heck i miss them everyday and i miss my home.....