what i've done......

2006 is nearing its demise.....only 7 weeks more...

well 2006 has not been kind to me. lots of work, not mny gigs. sold off quite a number of my bass guitars. heck even sold the house....

i am still reeling from my divorce...not taking it too well. i now weigh 105kg all due to comfort food and sleepless nights....

i am not OK.

i have been looking around for a home somewhere in the east coast to be closer to my kids school, marine parade or bedok south sounds really good. i did almost decide on one buy the bloodly stains on the masterbedroom wall did not look too promising.
i saw the stain under the thin coat of white paint they used. i backed out even though the location was good. from the hall window i can see the sea.

i am still looking.

the ex wife seems happy, she now travels alot, every school holiday she goes to an exotic location. i wished i made that type of money.

well it has been six months and my mother in law is till the same 'an asshole in the devil's guise and vice versa'.
still no dialogue with my family, ah heck they can all walk that road to hell....

i just realised that the songs i sing on gigs are the ones that cry for help...
'baby can i hold you tonight', 'wish you were here', 'love song', 'all your love', 'message in a bottle', 'while my guitar gently weeps', 'missing you'.....
....but guess no ones listening.

christmas is coming....somehow i am jamming them christmas cds to get my self in the mood....i really likke the jackson's chritmas album, james taylor christmas, the GRP christmas collection volumes 1 & 2...also christina aguilera's xmas cd.

i got a buyer for my double bass, i really hate to let it go but it is a logistical nightmare....still pondering...

i hope 2006 was good for everyone....